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When I created this blog, I was "getting on" in my early sixties, hence the blog name. However, my adult daughter's eating disorder and co-occurring emotional dysregulation disorder and other co-morbidities - ongoing for about 33 years - became and was our focus as we attempted to help her get into recovery. By learning about, reflecting on, reading about, attending conferences and writing about eating and brain disorders, I created a place to blog what I've learned. I hope this blog will be of use to others, especially families of and adult sufferers themselves to help them get into recovery. I update posts from time and the update date will be present at the top of the post.

Sadly, my daughter passed away in early October 2021 mainly because her body became so malnourished that she was immunocompromised, contracted a severe infection that was not properly addressed during an earlier hospital stay the month before, and developed an overwhelming non-covid pneumonia following surgery to save her life. I believe she should have been able to receive palliative care but Arizona, our country, and even the professionals trained in the treatment of eating disorders, particularly anorexia, are not "there" yet. I address the issue of palliative care in a recent post below, initially written in November 2021. I am not a certified eating disorder specialist. I am an Expert by Experience and college-educated with a BA in Community Work with an additional certificate in a one-year program in Business Administration from the same institution.

I am passionate about all of this because, as Shakespeare wrote in The Taming of the Shrew, Act 4, Scene 3: "My tongue will tell the anger [and sadness] of my heart or else my heart, concealing it, will break. And, rather than it shall, I will be free even to the uttermost, as I please in words."[2016]

Travel Guide

If you're new to my blog, I recommend you begin on the right side and take a look at the "Of Note" offerings. Read Dr. Cynthia Bulik's recent published interview (5/4/22) "Rethinking Eating Disorders" if you want to print an easy-to-understand professional's expert opinion about anorexia for your family doctor or the therapist. [Early intervention is absolutely critical. For those whose eating disorder is categorized as entrenched or severe and enduring, read the editorial comment by Stephen Touyz and Philipa Hay for a new approach about treatment. It is possible for your loved one to recover! I have also attached a link here for additional papers on the subject of severe and entrenched eating disorders. If you are a family member or friend of an adult with an eating disorder and have been at this for awhile, I refer you to the posts within the title "Adult Eating Disorders and Recovery Tools" found in the Index on the right hand side of this site. As well, in the "Of Note" section take a look at those posts with an asterisk. If you're a parent and need support, look for posts in the Index about parent support or parent toolbox. In my opinion, the best book to buy, to refer to constantly and to share with members of the medical/psychiatric profession is "Sick Enough: A Guide to the Medical Complications of Eating Disorders" by Jennifer L. Gaudiani MD, CEDS, FAED. "Dr. Gaudiani aims to improve medical diagnosis and treatment, motivate recovery, and validate the lived experiences of individuals of all body shapes and sizes, while firmly rejecting dieting culture." I recommend two groups who will support you on your journey - F.E.A.S.T and the National Alliance for Eating Disorders. Both maintain websites and Facebook private groups.

Monday, November 6, 2023

An obituary for my beloved daughter

 Following my daughter's death two years ago, a brief obituary was published a few months later in our local newspaper.  I have mentioned her in this blog many times, referring to her as my family member or my daughter.  This past week, drawing upon descriptions written by many of her friends, by her brother in a tribute he wrote in a book and earlier to their classmates, and by me in a biography published elsewhere, I wrote a more comprehensive fitting obituary for her.  Many whose adult child has passed away due to a severe eating disorder will recognize traits mentioned here.  I wanted readers of my blog to partially (how can one really describe a whole person on a page or two) understand who our world lost, what her possibilities and potential were and how her anorexia and accompanying mental illnesses interfered with what she considered to be a life worth living.  

I continue to pray and advocate for those caught up in this dreadful illness.  I believe that some day a treatment program will be developed, enhanced perhaps by medications or even genetic alterations through eg something like CRISPR, that will save lives.  So many people - children, adolescents, and adults are taken by anorexia. In the meantime, the medical and psychiatric professions must continue to educate themselves, diagnose eating disorders quickly, and involve families in the care and eventual recovery of their loved ones.  Medical schools must improve their curricula to include current information about the treatment of eating disorders.   Change has taken far too long.


My daughter passed away at the age of 48 in 2021, from complications due to a severe and enduring eating disorder, persistent depression and anxiety, and other co-existing disorders.  She was preceded in death by three sets of grandparents.

 

She s survived by me (her mother), her stepfather, her father, her brother, her aunt, her stepsister and many nieces, nephews, cousins, and friends.

 

She was born in Tucson, Arizona in 1973.

 

During her early life, my daughter made significant contributions to her community and society. As a counselor at Triangle Y Ranch Camp, she played an instrumental role in guiding and nurturing young minds. Moreover, while a university student, her tenure as a Visit Supervisor for Aviva on behalf of Child Protective Services showcased her unwavering commitment to the welfare of children and families, leaving a lasting impact on those lives she touched.  Later she often reached out a helping hand to those she encountered during her hospital stays or in her daily life.

 

In her pursuit of knowledge, my daughter excelled academically. She was graduated from University High School in Tucson and furthered her education first at the University of California Santa Cruz and later at the University of Arizona from which she was graduated and majored in Psychology with a minor in Architectural Theory. Additionally, she had a strong inclination towards mathematics and business. Her insatiable thirst for learning led her to a diverse range of interests and hobbies. She found solace and joy in music, art, gardening, landscape design, crafts, reading and Asian art and literature.  Her shelves were laden with note-filled books – novels, non-fiction, poetry and design/architecture.  Her favorite book by far was The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint-Exupery, in French.

 

Following graduation my daughter completed basic combat training for the United States Army at the rank of specialist before receiving a general discharge due to illness and returning to Tucson.

 

For years afterwards she bravely pursued recovery by entering eight different residential treatment centers for extended periods of time, some more than once.  Hospitalizations for stabilization and emergency care were frequent over the years, yet she never gave up.  Only towards the end of her life when severe malnutrition led to insurmountable complications did she lose the will to live.

 

We make decisions about our life that mold who we are. My daughter did not follow a conventional course. Her journey during her thirties and forties was a difficult and lonely one.  Emotional, sensory, or neurological challenges are not chosen lives.  Those on an easier path often assume they understand these challenges and experiences well enough to recommend rigidity, punishment, or a sense of shame.  In fact, we just need to offer a far better journey: empathy, creativity, opportunity, responsibility, and dignity.  No fight, especially inner ones, should ever be lonely.

 

My daughter possessed a set of personal traits that made her truly special. Her brother and her friends and I remembered her in many ways.  She was a unique individual, vibrant and unconventional, constantly bursting with creativity, talent, and intelligence. She relished pushing boundaries and was a determined person who often made up her own mind.  Her stubbornness and determination were the driving forces behind her accomplishments. Her energy was infectious, and her sensitivity and loyalty endeared her to those around her. Loved by many, her strength, brilliance, wit, and amazing energy brightened the lives of all who had the privilege of knowing her.  She was an inspiration to her family, always offering unwavering love that will be deeply missed.

 

To my daughter, life was a canvas upon which she fearlessly painted her dreams and ambitions, leaving behind vibrant and colorful creations, often as gifts to others. May her spirit continue to inspire us all to embrace our passions and unleash our creativity, just as she did with such fervor.

 

 Her cremains were interred in Tucson in a desert setting that holds special meaning to her and her family, where her loved ones gathered to pay tribute to a woman whose courage in spite of her challenges awed us all.

 

In remembrance of her, the family requests that any donations be made to the National Alliance on Mental Illness, a grassroots mental health organization dedicated to building better lives for people affected by mental illness.

 

Let us all remember her for the extraordinary person she was, cherishing her memory and carrying her legacy forward with love and admiration. 

 

 

Tuesday, November 2, 2021

A Case For Palliative Care


This post has been updated on November 16, 2023 to include a proposed treatment care model published in September 2023 and to clarify terms used.

Note that palliative care is not the same as hospice.  

Palliative care (PC) is a type of medical care that aims to improve the quality of life for individuals with serious illnesses. People in palliative care may receive medical care for their symptoms along with treatment intended to cure their serious illness.  Palliative care is meant to enhance a person's current care by focusing on quality of life for them and their family.  There is no time limitation.

Like palliative care, Hospice provides comprehensive comfort care as well as support for the family, but, in hospice, attempts to cure the person's illness are stopped.  Hospice is provided for a person with a terminal illness whose doctor believes he or she has six months or less to live if the illness runs its natural course.

Two years ago, I wrote a post supporting palliative care as an option for a person diagnosed with a severe and enduring eating disorder - often referred to as SE-ED or SE-AN.  I believe that an adult who has been struggling with an eating disorder for a very long time - some put the stage at ten years or more but given so many advances I would argue for 20 years or more -  without successfully getting into recovery ought to have the option of receiving palliative care.  I also believe that the cost of palliative care should be covered by one's insurance policy including Medicare and Medicaid.  

A palliative care model appeared in a peer-reviewed paper published in The AMA Journal of Ethics (September 2023 Volume 25 #9: E703-709) titled "A Life Affirming Palliative Care Model for Severe and Enduring Anorexia Nervosa" by Jonathan Treem, MD, Joel Yager, MD, and Jennifer L. Gaudiani, MD, CEDS.  If your family member's illness is entrenched, I encourage you to read their paper.

The peer-reviewed paper provides a model that is designed to enhance the lives of people who otherwise might lose the will to live.  I tried something similar three years ago but because the program I proposed was not fully supported by my daughter or realized because some staff members weren't clear on their roles, it didn't work (see below for a description).  I do think my daughter might have had a chance but the odds were not good at that point.

On March 17, 2019, I attended a one-day family members conference titled "Feast of Knowledge" scheduled by the international organization F.E.A.S.T. to follow the annual International Conference of Eating Disorders (ICED) held in New York City.  Several presenters at ICED came to provide summaries of their presentations.  The concept of severe and enduring eating disorders was raised and discussed and I offered to initiate a discussion that would generate a document - perhaps even a pamphlet - to help families whose loved one has struggled for a long time.  

At that 2019 meeting and since then, I learned in private discussions as well as on the F.E.A.S.T.  gathering place called Around the Dinner Table or ATDT, for short, and on private Facebook groups, there are many people whose family members or friends are struggling with an entrenched eating disorder.   Yet few talk about it.  The climate is for hope but sometimes the strong expression of hope comes at the expense of the feelings of those who sense that it's time to consider something else.  We must help those families.

Unfortunately, I was unable to follow up on my offer.  My family member's health continued to decline and her welfare came first.  We began to discuss palliative care.  

As we know, many people with eating disorders - especially anorexia - whose illness becomes entrenched are also dealing with multiple diagnoses such as extreme depression, generalized anxiety, obsessive-compulsive disorder, bipolar disorder, and borderline personality disorder.   They may have turned to substance use and become addicted because no pill or treatment yet exists to stop their disorder.  In other words, they are self-medicating, perhaps with something as benign as nicotine or as destructive and dangerous as illicit drugs. We have learned these illnesses must be treated concurrently for recovery to be a possibility. 

They may have sought treatment at multiple residential treatment centers over the years and were discharged because they were determined by the staff to be non-compliant (one of the key behaviors known to occur in early treatment is rebellion and anger so non-compliance should be expected!).    

They may have needed multiple visits to hospital emergency departments to address electrolyte imbalance or needed short term hospitalizations over many years to stabilize.  

And, their insurance companies may have balked at further treatment expense and/or caused them to be discharged to a lower level of care too soon.  

Or,  their inpatient doctors/psychiatrists have not utilized motivation techniques to persuade them to stay hospitalized.  

So, they demand to be discharged against medical advice (AMA) thereby potentially and usually losing the ground they gained while hospitalized.   Consequently, many have given up on treatment, regarding themselves as failures.  Many have become poorly motivated, socially isolated, chronically ill, are filled with despair, and lack trust that anything might work and have carried on this way for more than 20 or 30 years.

Now imagine people who have been struggling a long time with these, now chronic, illnesses.  Their lives have become subsumed and even the glimmer of the idea of a life worth living may have evaporated.  Maybe all they want is to fall asleep and never wake up.  They know they will need ongoing psychiatric and medical care for the rest of their life to address cyclical weight loss and potential electrolyte imbalances as well as heart arrhythmias, osteoporosis, loss of muscle including muscle of their heart, malnutrition and other side effects of more than 20 or 30 or more years of cyclical starvation as well as, for example, binging and purging.

I believe Palliative Care must be an option yet, again, the concept immediately brings to mind hospice, which palliative care most definitely is not.  Yet here in Arizona and I imagine elsewhere in the United States and around the world, the practice of palliative care for those who are chronically ill with anorexia is still in its infancy and unless the individual has endured kidney or liver failure, for example, even palliative care is deemed unavailable to them as I had learned four years ago when my daughter first asked to explore this option.  

Anorexia carries the second highest death rate of any mental illness.  

In 2019, Dr. Jennifer Guadiani published [Routledge Press] her outstanding medical text Sick Enough: A Guide to the Medical Complications of Eating Disorders

 Dr. Gaudiani is a board-certified internal medicine physician, known nationally and internationally for her work on the medical complications of eating disorders.  Not only does this medical text, written for both the professional as well as the parent, address all manner of complications of eating disorders, Dr. Gaudiani also devotes a section to older patients and to those with substance use disorders (more common than you might realize).  Yet to me, given the stage of the illness for my family member, the most valuable chapter is Chapter 22 titled Caring for the Patient Who Declines Treatment: The Spectrum from Mandated Treatment to Hospice Care.  Pages 240-241 are relevant to this discussion.

Rather than spend a lot of time paraphrasing what Dr. Gaudiani has written, I decided to quote a section titled Palliative Care in Severe Persistent Mental Illness on page 240 because I think this goes to the heart of what I believe is absolutely necessary in the spectrum of care for those with severely entrenched eating disorders.

Dr. Gaudiani writes, "....There is no magical number that qualifies a person for palliative care, no number of times hospitalized, age, years with the disorder, medications tried, nor expected prognosis.  Ultimately it's the whole story of each patient that helps guide clinicians....."

Dr. Gaudiani goes on to write, and I emphasize, "....Palliative care efforts can go on for years.  If and when a patient becomes sufficiently nutritionally compromised that they are unable to care for themselves independently, a move toward hospice services can be made."

So....the second time my daughter raised the subject of Palliative Care during the year before her death, I contacted a local agency that advertised "medical care for life" and explored the concept with the director and what might be organized to address the specific needs of my family member.  

It is important to emphasize although the diagnosis might be the same, each person is an individual with a history that dictates specific needs.

Since my daughter was rejecting hospitalization because a local hospital's psychiatric staff appeared to no longer be able to consider her case objectively, we needed to develop a plan that would provide her treatment in her home and at the same time recognize and identify those situations when hospitalization to address her medical  needs was necessary.  Her team plan included oversight by a nurse practitioner who would visit once a month, another nurse who would visit weekly or more often as necessary, a psychiatrist to prescribe medications, and a therapist/MSW social worker.  She would continue to see her medical doctor as well as check in with her mental health agency's psychiatrist and team, all who were in agreement with this approach. The cost was reasonable ($400/month) and would be paid out of pocket.  This plan never got off the ground due to many ongoing factors but I offer it as a possibility.  

Instead, the pre-existing team members continued to do all they could to provide her with important elements that eased her anxiety and supported her medical and psychiatric needs for which I am very grateful.

Certainly Palliative Care should become an option for those who need the support and comfort that is not currently available for those diagnosed with a severe and enduring eating disorder.  I urge professionals in this field who might be reading this essay to explore the widest range of options and to fight for and request legislation to support a different level of care provided by medical insurance for their patients who have severe persistent anorexia nervosa.

Wednesday, July 31, 2019

An Infographic - A Visual Tool - to grab the attention of the Medical Team

Background:  After getting nowhere for a year, as I brought my family member (FM) to the ER and/or a local Crisis Center to be admitted (but FM summarily was discharged multiple times over my objections as the  Court Appointed Legal Guardian) in my attempts to grab the attention of doctors/psychiatrists of a local psychiatric wing of a hospital/crisis center, and even after, a year ago next month, arranging a consultation for the psychiatrists with one of the world's foremost researchers on anorexia - and getting a rejection of the opportunity -, and while continuing to watch my family member's weight slowly drop to a red flag danger zone, I resorted this past Spring to something that my son taught me.

Infographic Visual Tool:  My son is an expert in the communication of information through Infographics and I have observed that these tools work quite well. I plotted my family member's weight over a year's time, beginning in June of 2018, and presented the resulting chart during a team meeting at the hospital in May of this year. 

I thought I would share this idea in case someone else needs a visual to drive home a point. I used Excel to develop the infographic, plotting weight on the vertical axis and dates on the horizontal axis over the previous year to date.  The infographic also includes a few recent admit and discharge data points. It's a powerful visual and I recently learned that the message provided by the infographic was written into the official medical record!!!  Perhaps this kind of information would also be useful to gain support from the individual's Insurance Company.

[Obviously other factors were taken into account when FM was finally admitted in May for a longer stay because her weight was frighteningly low (low 70's) but even then, the remark of the ER physician was "she is awfully thin" [pause for several exclamation points !!!!!!!] but she otherwise noted that all her labs came back normal (meaning electrolytes) and then said the recommendation was to discharge FM.  My response was, long story short, to say "...she is dying and she will die if you do that...."]

In summary, the infographic reflects FM was discharged more than a year ago with a weight of just under 100 pounds but as time went on into the summer, fall and winter, as has always been the case because she has never been fully in recovery, her weight dropped, came back up a little, dropped more, came back up a little, dropped significantly, etc., etc.  In May 2019, FM was discharged at her insistence (Anorexia took over) at a ridiculously low weight only to drop again enough in two weeks to be rehospitalized. FM was admitted for another almost three weeks but again, at her insistence at a weight that was at least 20 pounds under a reasonable goal based on so much documentation and the recommendation of her PCP, FM was discharged again.    The decline, unfortunately, as I write this, is repeating.

Closing:  I am so grateful to Dr. Bulik et al whose research results have recently been published in an article written by @Sumathi Reddy the Wall Street Journal titled "A New Genetic Explanation for Anorexia" (see link) including findings on the genetic metabolic and psychiatric links, as well as to others who continue to push for a stabilized (ie for several weeks if not months) weight before assuming a person is safely into a recovery phase allowing for outpatient treatment.  Maybe, someday, doctors will receive more than 1-5 hours on eating disorders during their medical training.

Tuesday, March 26, 2019

Severe and Enduring Eating Disorders - Another Look

Update:  August 28, 2019
In addition to adding a section on case management and a link to a Team Approach, I have also updated the HIPAA document.   This document explores elements of the full-range of possibilities.   I am attempting to keep this document parent/family oriented or even parent/family/patient oriented rather than clinician oriented.  Early on several adults diagnosed with eating disorders accessed my blog and remarked upon it.  This document is for them, as well.


Overview:  More attention is being paid to adults diagnosed with eating disorders who now are living with chronic illness.  This post takes a look at this development, relevant publications and our family's journey with the goal of providing information for others.

It should be noted that, in general, many with eating disorders whose illness becomes entrenched are also dealing with multiple diagnoses such as depression, anxiety, obsessive-compulsive disorder, bipolar disorder, and borderline personality disorder.   They may have turned to substance abuse and become addicted because no pill exists (yet) to stop the disease.   All aspects need to be treated concurrently.  They may have sought treatment at multiple residential treatment centers over the years and were discharged because they were determined to be non-compliant (one of the key behaviors known to occur in early treatment is rebellion and anger so non-compliance should be expected!) and therefore have given up on treatment, regarding themselves as failures.  They may have needed multiple visits to hospital emergency departments to address electrolyte imbalance or short term hospitalizations over many years to stabilize.  And, their insurance companies may have balked at further treatment expense and/or caused them to be discharged to a lower level too soon.  Or,  their inpatient doctors/psychiatrists have not utilized motivation techniques to persuade them to stay hospitalized and instead, the person demands to be discharged thereby potentially and usually losing the ground they gained while hospitalized.   As a consequence they have many times become poorly motivated, socially isolated, chronically ill, are filled with despair, lack trust that anything might work and have carried on this way for more than 10 or more years.

Anorexia carries the highest death rate of any mental illness.

Where the concept of SEED began:  Several years ago I came across a book authored by Dr. Paul Robinson titled Severe and Enduring Eating Disorder (SEED) - Management of Complex Presentations of Anorexia and Bulimia Nervosa (John Wiley and Sons, 2009).  Because my family member (referred to as FM) at that point had been struggling with anorexia subtype bulimia for about twenty years, I bought it.  FM had just completed yet another course of treatment (this time for more than six months!) and immediately, upon release at a weight, again, above FM's comfort level, stopped eating and over the following year returned to a dangerous pre-admission weight.  I was overwhelmed by despair but held on to the hope that something might be done to interfere with the insidious control of the eating disorder.  Few in the field were focusing on people with a severe long-term eating disorder; in fact, one might justifiably state that they were being neglected, and myths as well as misconceptions  about eating disorders continued to circulate.

Instead, and understandably so, the emphasis was and continues to be on early diagnosis and immediate treatment with the goal of returning the individual to a full, recovered life.  Yet, few understood what eating disorders were all about.

During a relatively short period of time since 2010-11, much has been accomplished in the fields of for example neurobiology, biology/genetics, nutrition and psychiatric care and a plethora of journal articles and books has been published, conferences for both researchers and parents/families/individuals have been held, the internet has helped to speed up the process of dissemination and many more individuals and their families have managed to overwhelm the disease process through early diagnosis and treatment including Family Based Treatment (FBT).

Robinson's book was an excellent first step and remarkably (in the sense of deserving high praise) contains detailed explanations and suggestions re how to treat people who have had the diagnosis of an eating disorder for a very long time.  Dr. Robinson notes that he was the person to coin the classification "Severe and Enduring Eating Disorder" or "SEED" in 2006.  He wrote (p 5) "We have two groups of patients therefore, the acutely ill young patient with a short history of Anorexia Nervosa and not much else and the chronically ill patient with a long history of Anorexia Nervosa with physical, psychological and social complications.  The acronym SEED applies only to the latter."

The Table of Contents partially explains this book's importance to the field and Robinson investigates the topics at length while using patient cases to illustrate his points.

1. Introduction
2. SEED, Psychiatric Considerations
3. Medical Aspects of SEED [this is comprehensive]
4. Social and Occupational Aspects of SEED
5. Family life with SEED
6. Care Programming in SEED [immensely valuable discussion re the role of case management]
7. A Pilot Case Series Using Qualitative and Quantitative Methods: Biological, Psychological and Social Outcome in Severe and Enduring Eating Disorder (Anorexia Nervosa)
8. A Comparison between SEED and Chronic Schizophrenia [to be clear, the point of this chapter is to "use the extensive experience gained in the development of the rehabilitation field in schizophrenia and begin to appy it to SEED" - a remarkable and important step to inspire hope, I think.]
9.  Research Ideas - [this chapter is amazing and includes long lists of ideas to look at related to each chapter discussion and includes a suggestion for a symposium, as well.  The section on care or Care Program Approach - CPA - is quite useful.]

Our Family's Experience:  In retrospect, FM finally had had the advantage of a multifaceted team [there is a link to a post about team composition and roles later in this post] from one of the mental health services here that addressed many of these points and wonderfully, at the same time, the team was  welcomed by the residential treatment centers (2009 and beyond except for the State hospital in 2012) at which FM was a patient so all could work together to overcome FM's already entrenched behaviors.  I wrote of my experiences and of the knowledge I had gained in posts here on my blog (and have continued to update them).

In 2015, after FM once in 2012 had been court ordered and placed for almost a year in the state hospital as a last gasp measure to literally keep FM alive and from which FM emerged having gained enough weight to take advantage of services but over the next two years and ongoing has been unwilling to do so, I came across the open access  editorial/article written by Drs. Stephen Touyz and Phillipa Hay titled "Severe and enduring anorexia nervosa (SE-AN): in search of a new paradigm" that appeared in the Journal of Eating Disorders (2015) 3:26.  The authors note, "We need to rethink our treatment strategies by drawing upon the patient's strengths and competencies rather than merely paying attention to what is 'wrong with them'." 

I also attended a conference on eating disorders at UCSD in 2016  (also described in a post listed in the Index) that brought me up to date on much of the research being done and new avenues of therapy.  I shared much of this information with the lead doctor at the time (who was very knowledgeable about eating disorders) at University Medical Center Banner Behavioral Health South and with FM's mental health service psychiatrist, as well.

Since then, also in 2016, I took on the role of Court Appointed Legal Guardian with mental health authority on the advice of FM's team psychiatrist in order to help FM with FM's desire to sustain life and have worked closely with the psychiatrist and with FM's PCP in order to do that.  My previous post re Emergency Department visits reflects only part of this journey.  I have never lost the sense of hope.  This effort has been all-consuming yet from a carer perspective, I've also steadily sought the help of a therapist who has coached me to seek outside activities and to maintain healthy relationships with others including my husband, extended family, and friends.  Her assistance has been exemplary.  Here's a link to ideas for self-care.

FEAST SEED Focus:  Not one to give up, on March 17, 2019, I attended a one-day family members conference titled "Feast of Knowledge" scheduled by F.E.A.S.T. to follow the annual International Conference of Eating Disorders (ICED) held in New York City.  Several presenters at ICED came to provide summaries of their presentations.  During the discussion, the concept of severe and enduring eating disorders was discussed and I offered to initiate a discussion that will hopefully generate a usable body of knowledge - perhaps even a pamphlet - to help families whose loved one has struggled for a long time.  This project is now underway and I have contributed this post.  There hopefully will be a link to stories written by family members and those either in recovery or working towards recovery.  I am unable to participate in this project at this time because my family member again is losing ground because she again was discharged too soon at too low a weight.

Having read several papers, I am arbitrarily suggesting that a long time (enduring) be defined as more than 10 years of ongoing treatment.  Others suggest 7 years.  I began my blogging at the marker of 20 years in FM's case.  As is outlined in the first paper of Managing Severe and Enduring Anorexia Nervosa - A Clinician's Guide (see below for the reference) titled "What Do We Know About Severe and Enduring Anorexia?" by Anna C. Ciao, Erin C. Accurso, and Stephen A. Wonderlich, defining SE-AN or SE-ED continues to be an issue.

Blog Linked Resources re Anorexia in Adults:  Here are some resources with suggestions to continue that conversation building on what I have posted on my blog previously and learned as time has gone on (and provided links to above and in the Index of my Posts).   I recommend a look at:
First Steps if you suspect your loved one has an eating disorder;
Tips for Parents of Adults with an ED; and
Team Approach - A suggested way to keep recovery going. This provides the reader with suggestions for team members.
You may also find the post Financial: how/where to get help to pay for treatment helpful as well as the posts about a
recovery coach  and, importantly,
HIPAA and your right to call your loved one's treatment provider, ask to speak with her/him and state you would like to share what you believe is important information about your loved one.  More details are in the HIPAA document.

As I have noted on my blog, "This site is only for informational purposes.  Posts do not represent medical advice.  Readers should not base any personal medical decision on information posted on this site.  Any health concerns should be discussed with your personal physician, psychiatrist, or therapist."

Recently Dr. Jennifer L. Gaudiani published her book Sick Enough: A guide to the Medical Complications of Eating Disorders (Routledge, 2019).  From the book's cover:  "Patients with eating disorders frequently feel that they aren't "sick enough" to merit treatment, despite medical problems that are both measurable and unmeasurable.  They may struggle to accept rest, nutrition, and a team to help them move toward recovery.  Sick Enough offers patients, their families, and clinicians a comprehensive, accessible review of the medical issues that arise from eating disorders by bringing relatable case presentations and a scientifically sound, engaging style to the topic.  Using metaphor and patient-centered language, Dr. Gaudiani aims to improve medical diagnosis and treatment, motivate recovery, and validate the lived experiences of individuals of all body shapes and sizes, while firmly rejecting dieting culture.  Dr. Gaudiani is a board-certified internal medicine physician, known nationally and internationally for her work on the medical complications of eating disorders...." 

FM and FM's PCP at El Rio Medical Center have read this book cover to cover.  I learned last week that others within the PCP's extensive practice are also reading it.  I have distributed copies of this book to the local Tucson  Crisis Response  Center, to social workers and psychiatrists at University Medical Center Banner South campus and to all members FM's treatment team. 

I believe this book should be required reading as part of the curriculum for all medical students, especially those who go on to psychiatric practice, for this knowledge and what goes on in the minds of those with eating disorders is not understood by many in the field here in Tucson nor is adequate treatment available here, either, especially for those with long-term eating disorders.

In addition, BioMed Central provided, in 2017, open access to several articles relevant to the discussion of SEED.  These include the original editorial written by Dr. Stephen Touyz and Phillipa Hay mentioned above and linked in the "Of Note" section of my blog and also articles and reviews titled (see the link also in the "of Note" section for full acknowledgements) Examining a staging model for anorexia nervosa: empirical exploration of a four stage model of severity; Applying neurobiology to the treatment of adults with anorexia nervosa;  Neurobiological Model of the persistence of anorexia nervosa, Case Management at an outpatient unit for severe and enduring eating disorder patients at Stockholm Centre for Eating Disorders - a study protocol; Avoid hospitalization for severe and enduring anorexia nervosa by personalizing your care; Listening in the dark: why we need stories of people living with severe and enduring anorexia nervosa; Predictors of therapeutic alliance in two treatments for adults with severe and enduring anorexia nervosa.  

One of our keynote presenters during the F.E.A.S.T. of Knowledge conference in March 2019 was Laura Hill. Ph.D., LLC, Assistant Clinical Professor, Department of Psychiatry, The Ohio State University, and formerly with the Center for Balanced Living.  The research article "Applying Neurobiology to the treatment of adults with anorexia nervosa" that she co-authored with Stephanie Knatz Peck, Christina E. Wierenga and Walter H. Kaye (also present at the conference) describes the treatment written about by Carrie Arnold titled and linked here  "Treatment for Adults: A Grown-up approach to treating anorexia."

Neurobiological Approach: While the concept of staging I believe is beneficial for the overall understanding of eating disorders, I believe family members may be looking for more specific tools and the why behind the tools.   Using neurobiological descriptions to explain treatment, the role and value of case management, the role and value of treatment modalities, and discussions about how to increase trust and build a therapeutic alliance between and among a person's team members would seem of great value not only to the patient and his/her family members but also to the team members as well as professionals treating the person in a medical and/or psychiatric setting.

The neurobiological aspects of eating disorders are being researched heavily.  We have learned that the brain can learn new behaviors - literally rewire to shift neural pathways that are sort of like roads in the brain leading to certain behaviors.  The goal is to override learned habits and substitute new ones.   This can be done!!!!!

In May of this year, Tabitha Farrar published a second book titled Neural Rewiring for Eating Disorder Recover: for real and meaningful mental freedom.  See below regarding her first book along with a link to her blog.  She is a recovery coach.  I personally endorse this book because I know from my own recovery experience that re-wiring as she explains the process is critical to recovery.  Re-nourishment is only part of the process and re-wiring takes longer.

Care Planning:  Robinson addresses "Care Planning" [Chapter 6, p. 95].  His view of  a "care manager" and their role is very important.  I address this at length at this link.  This role can be filled by a parent, especially for those working with a therapist trained in FBT, who continue to have the energy and are building knowledge about eating disorders and how to help their loved one get into recovery.  For adults diagnosed with a long-term eating disorder and for their family members, I am recommending that they and  those in the field of eating disorders as well as insurance companies explore the possibility of hiring (and having insurance pay for) a professional case manager, perhaps one who is a psychiatric social worker with extensive clinical eating disorder training.  Those of us, like myself, who are now in their late 60's or 70's, may need help.

Palliative Care:  Sometimes, especially when our loved ones adamantly quit trying, the subject  of palliative care comes up.  As Allan S. Kaplan and Amy Miles note in their paper titled "The Role of Palliative Care in Severe and Enduring Anorexia Nervosa" published in the Touyz, Le Grange, Lacy and Hay volume, Section 14, it is important to get beyond the early definition and to this instead:  "...However, as the palliative care movement has developed, so too has its scope.  As conceived today, palliative care encompasses the provision of multimodal, highly personalized treatment designed to improve quality of life when symptom-based approaches have proved ineffective or otherwise undesirable."  Some are learning to live with their illness rather than continue to fight it.
Also take a look at the article "Eating Disorders and Palliative Care" linked below in the resources section.

Dr. Gaudiani, in Part V - Specific Populations also brings relevant discussions to this conversation about SEED with the topics, "Older Patients","Substance Use Disorder", and, critically, "Caring for the Patient Who Declines Treatment: The Spectrum from Mandated treatment to Hospice Care "(pp. 220-242).

As a skilled therapist once told me, "Hope for the best yet prepare for the worst."  Remember, some have recovered.  It is possible.

On that note, Managing Severe and Enduring Anorexia Nervosa - a Clinician's Guide includes, Document 17 pp. 273-285, an essay by June Alexander who introduces herself by saying "I regained by self from anorexia nervosa (AN) in 2006, 44 years after developing the illness.  My story adds to the pile of evidence that recovery can be achieved at any age...."

Resources listed include:

Sick Enough: A Guide to the Medical Complications of Eating Disorders by Jennifer L. Gaudiani, MD, CEDS, FAED, Routledge, NY, 2019

Managing Severe and Enduring Anorexia Nervosa - A Clinician's Guide edited by Stephen Touyz, Daniel Le Grange, J. Hubert Lacy and Phillipa Hay (Routledge, 2016)

"Eating Disorders and Palliative Care" by Patricia Westmoreland, MD and Philip S. Mehler, MC, FACP, FAED, CEDS published in the Gurze-Salucore Eating Disorders Resource Catalogue, January 27, 2019.

Tabitha Farrar, a recovery coach, has recently published Rehabilitate, Rewire, Recover! - Anorexia recovery for the determined adult.  I am reading this now.  For more information about Tabitha Farrar, her coaching, her valuable podcasts, and her book go to this link.  As noted above, she has just published a second much shorter book titled Neural Rewiring for Eating Disorder Recovery: for real and meaningful mental freedom.  This is not a quick fix.  The process takes work.

Kathryn Hansen published Brain Over Binge - Why I was Bulimic, Why Conventional Therapy Didn't Work, and How I Recovered for Good.  I discovered this book while taking a psychology course offered by the University of Arizona's Humanities Series that included neurobiological aspects of the brain.  Since I, too, am in recovery for more than 40 years from anorexia/bulimia, I read the book and believe it offers a possible useful course of action for some mired in this diagnosis.  Here's a link to a review I wrote.

And, remember, Food is Medicine.  The recent (Routledge, 2018) book How to Nourish Your Child Through an Eating Disorder - A Simple, Plate-by-Plate Approach to Rebuilding a Healthy Relationship with Food by Casey Crosbie, RD, CSSD and Wendy Sterling, MS, RD, CSSD will help.  FM who has had countless sessions with nutritionists over the years has been using and recommends this volume.

This post will continue to include newly discovered resources and other contacts.